OBSESSION

So I've been finding it hard to just 'chill' recently. I feel like I have lowkey become obsessed since deciding to become my own boss and create my own stuff. I have been obssessed with buiulding this website since starting it, finding new ways to make it better, plan ahead for the future etc. I told myself 'okay, time to take some time to recharge', but I'm literally finding myself jittering, itching to create more. It's a good problem to have I guess. maybe it's not a problem at all.

Think I might get a stecth book and learn how to draw. I've always wanted to to be fair. Maybe that's how I should start my mornings. Just spend 30 minutes drawing. I've started reading manga again recently and I'm just feeling super inspired to create another gritty story. I have one coming that I am going to release weekly on the site I think. So just thinking of more ideas for that.

Anyway. Maybe to 'chill' I just need to change my perception of what 'chilling' is. My whole life it has been to watch youtube, weather it be gaming videos or funny pieces of content. That stuff doesn't really captivate me anymore. I mean a lil vid here or there is cool. But I think it's okay to turn off all screens and just grab a book to chill and read. Really want to get back on that habit. Since working on the website I haven't been gym either. I miss it. Time to shift some things around.